I have chosen to share my very personal reflections and memories with the hope that they may help someone who may be hurting. My son Clarke was 11 years old when he died suddenly and unexpectedly in his sleep. He has been in Heaven for 18 years. Every year has been different. Clarke was a kind and happy child. He was especially passionate about playing hockey. I would not have been able to write these reflections in my early grief years. My grief has softened and I continue t